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a combination of things.

I’m a combination of things. I’m a combination of emotions. I’m a combination of realities. I can’t fit myself into a definition. I’m too sensitive. And too brutal. I’m too insecure. And too confident. I’m self-assured. And indecisive. I’m too much and seemingly not enough. I’m a free-spirit and rigid. At the same time. My…

february 2019.

February, oh February. Though the month is not over yet, technically, I still feel confident in labeling it a game changer for me. This month has been overflowing with an abundance of love, nurturing, transformation, insight, emotional vulnerability, clarity, tough conversations, and a breath of fresh air in so many aspects of my life. One…

suicide.

I have been feeling very apologetic. Apologetic for matters that are far out of my reach, responsibility or jurisdiction. I have been feeling very apologetic to those who clipped their wings prematurely. I say prematurely with so much reservation because is there such a thing? Things happen precisely when they are supposed to, I believe…

doula.

On my way back to Atlanta from Brooklyn, I realized that I misread my flight departure time, so amateur of me. I’m in a lyft and traffic is jammed, I first notice the drivers GPS said 43 minutes to arrive then I look back at my boarding pass, and *FUCK* am I really about to…

thou shall cherish life…

Cherish life not in a significant way, as in don’t take life too serious no one will come out alive. Cherish life like have fun, get messy, make mistakes, do the things that press upon your heart to do. Love big, forgive someone, forgive yourself, actually just forgive everyone for everything! Let yourself be loved,…

there is no mountaintop

in the middle of eclipse and retrograde season. i do not know if i’m coming or going some days. things are moving slow but things are certainly moving. traumas are being revealed. ancestral traumas are being healed. i am at most in the drivers seat of my healing and my creations. and at the very…

there is no mountaintop

in the middle of eclipse and retrograde season. i do not know if i’m coming or going some days. things are moving slow but things are certainly moving. traumas are being revealed. ancestral traumas are being healed. i am at most in the drivers seat of my healing and my creations. and at the very…